As many of you know I have been off the board for some time. Only recently I made the decision to rejoin, and come back. There were a couple of reasons why I haven't been around much. For the past 3 years I have been living next door to a serious drug addict where I live here. It wasn't until recently this past June, she passed away from a ( totally predictable) drug overdose. I used to know this woman, when I first moved in here, and considered her a friend. It didn't take long though, before I came to a conclusion she had some really serious issues going on, one of which was serious and heavy drug use, of just about every and any kind.....The past 3 years this woman put me and everybody else here through HELL. My days were filled with many, many phone calls I made to either my local police department, to various officers and departments, and then places called Cop Shops, where volunteers man the phones and offices for support to the Police, and then calls/messages to Managers both on site and offsite.....there were days thats all I did, in trying to get help in dealing with this ongoing problem....I was also involved in note taking and taking pictures of weird goings on, including people going through our garbage dumpster, and cable trucks making way to many visits to her apt. ( so they could take the wire and sell it for drug money).
The problem finally solved itself when she died of a drug overdose this past June....but the stress I was put through has pretty much manifested itself through my body.....I don't think most of you can imagine what its like to live on "alert" for 24/7. Not knowing what would happen next, or what to expect. It wasn't alot of fun I can assure you. And I thought about moving many times, but it would have been financially very hard for me to do so, esp. to find another place here close to what I was paying...rent in Spokane like everywhere else is going in one direction..up!
Bottom line, the stress manifested itself in my stomach area, so far it seems. I was recently diagnosed with gastritis, which has been coming and going of late. I have finally decided through the help of my nurse to go ahead and have both the endoscopy done, and the colonoscopy done at the same time, which they can now do, to rule out. I would by lying if I didn't say I was a bit scared here. With luck its nothing more than bad gastritis, or maybe an ulcer at most. My Mother passed away a few years back as many of you know, from a rare form of cancer, stomach lining cancer, so I have that in the back of my mind as well...
In short, if anyone else is thinking about having one or both of these done, I would encourage it, just to be sure and safe. Fortunately it appears my insurance will cover me for both completely......
I expect to find out when these procedures will be done sometime next week. Cross your fingers for me.....
Oh, its good to be back too.....there are quite a few of you who have been missed....
