By Brent
Mullins
Outsports.com
We all want to believe that we're capable of
being heroes, when that one moment of truth comes along challenging us
to do a heroic act under pressure. When we don't know the end from the
beginning. When we can't tell the price of our sacrifice, but that in
the end turns out to be the right thing. The thing that saves the day.
Such
a thing happened Tuesday in the skies above rural western
Pennsylvania. And one of the heroes was Mark Bingham. His actions not
only saved the day--they saved countless days, of countless number of
people. Saving perhaps the most important symbol that we have--The
White House.
It was late Tuesday and I had just heard that
Mark was one of the passengers on the hijacked United #93 from Newark
to San Francisco. The one that crashed in Pennsylvania. His face faded
in from my memory, locking into a warm, enveloping, playful smile as
he stood on the football field in Hollywood two years ago.
Mark? 6'5", handsome, rugged, talented
Mark? Caught between my memories and the realities of TV imagery, I
imagined Mark on the plane, being confronted by armed hijackers
claiming to have a bomb. Instinctively I knew Mark had done something
to confront the hijackers and save others. That's just how Mark was.
I hardly qualify as a close friend of Mark's. He
came down with his flag football team from San Francisco to play ours
in Los Angeles. We went up to San Francisco to play his. Some e-mails,
a few phone calls. And yet I feel I knew him. He was just the kind of
guy that you could meet for a short time and yet feel you knew well.
There was no facade. No pretense. No attitude. Just an incredible man
of great stature and accomplishment with no need to impress.
When I went back to Mark on that plane, I
thought of a young Jack Ryan character from Tom Clancey novels and
movies. A man who just happened to have extraordinary circumstances
thrust upon him. Reacting instinctively, he becomes a hero for just
doing something that comes naturally to him.
Mark was just such a man--he would no more cower
from danger in the air than he would be someone that took a cheap shot
on the field. He would refuse to be someone other than who he was: a
proactive, protective man of action.
In the midst of the biggest national crisis of
our lives, I recalled an Old Testament story from my childhood, and
thought of Mark, who was made "For such a time as this."
In the story, King Xerxes picked Esther to be
queen. A royal plotter, furious that Esther's uncle Mordecai refused
to go along with plans to kill the king, maneuvers Xerxes into
approving the destruction of Mordecai's people.
Esther was secretly a member of the condemned
group, and Mordecai pressed her to intercede with the king, knowing
that if she approached the king without being summoned she would be
killed. But Mordecai prevailed upon her, telling her, "If you
remain silent, you and our entire people will perish. And who knows
but that you have come to royal position for such a time as
this?"
She responded, "I will go--and if I perish,
I perish."
"If I perish, I perish."
Albert Camus, during the French Resistance to
the Nazis, said, "Civilizations are not built by rapping people
on the knuckles. They are built up by the confrontation of ideas, by
the blood of the spirit, by suffering and courage.''
We now know that at least three of the condemned
passengers on board decided to act. Because they had to. When it comes
down to these moments of crisis, all you have is what you've always
been. It was who they were, and it was what they were called to be. A
special opportunity to save others, ahead of themselves.
Saving Mark Bingham a special place in history.
A special place in my heart.
For your inspiration.
Compassion.
Commitment.
"For such a time as this."
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